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如果有一天我走了… If I leave you someday...
…你会像马达那样找我吗？ ...would you look for me? Like Mardar?
会啊 Yes.
会一直找吗？ Would you look for me forever?
会啊 Yes.
会一直找到死吗？ Your whole life?
会 Yes.
你撒谎 You're lying.
我经常一个人带着摄影机去拍苏州河 I like to take my camera to the Suzhou River...
沿着河流而下 从西向东… ...and just drift along, West to East...
…穿过上海 ...through Shanghai.
近一个世纪以来的传说、故事、记忆 There's a century worth
还有所有的垃圾都堆积在这裡 of stories here and rubbish...
使他成为一条最脏的河 ...which makes it the filthiest river.
可是还是有许多人在这里 Many people live here anyway
他们靠这条河流生活 making a living on the river.
许多人在这里度过他们的一生 They spend their whole lives here.
在河上你可以看到这些人 Look, you can see them.
看的时间长了 If you watch it long enough,
这条河会让你看到一切 the river will show you everything.
看到劳动的人们 It will show you people working...
看到友谊 ...it will show you friendship...
看到父亲和孩子 ...families, love...
看到孤独 ...and loneliness as well.
我还曾经在一条驳船上 And there was a time that
看见过一个婴儿的降生 I witnessed a birth of a baby on a barge
看见过一个女孩在从桥上跳下苏州河 Once a girl jumped to her death from a bridge outside my window.
看见过一对年轻恋人的尸体 I saw the bodies of two young lovers
被警察从水里拖起来 being dragged out the water by the police.
关于爱情 As for love,
我想说我曾经有一次 As for love, I could tell you
看见过一条美人鱼 that I saw a mermaid once...
她坐在泥泞的河岸上 ...sitting on the muddy bank,
梳理着自己金黄色的头发 combing her golden hair.
别信我 我在撒谎 But I'd be lying.
《苏州河》 SUZHOU RIVER
摄像服务 BP机：64576688呼1998 "Video Service pager: 64576688 call 1998"
我是一个摄影师 Videographer, that's me.
以替人摄像维生 Pay me and I'll shoot it.
你可以在牆上看见我的呼机号码 You can see my pager number on any streetcorner.
我什么都可以拍 Pay me and I shoot anything.
婚礼、聚会 Weddings, parties...
连你换衣服、上厕所、做爱都行 ...I'll even shoot you pissing or making love...
只要你付钱 ...if that's what you want.
不过… But...
你要是不喜欢我拍的你 可别怪我 Don't complain.
我早就跟你说过了 ...what you see.
我的摄影机不撒谎 Cameras don't lie.
对开心馆老板我也是这么说的 That's what I told the owner of the Happy Tavern.
他呼我的时候我已经好久没活干了 I hadn't had a job for some time...
他说要我拍一些特殊的东西 ...when he paged me and said he had something special for me.
干什么呢？ What do you want?
是你们老板让我来的 Your boss wants to see me.
往前吧 Go ahead.
老板 Are you the boss?
李先生是吧？ So you're the videographer.
来来来…坐 Come and sit down.
别客气 坐 Go ahead, sit down.
两杯啤酒 Two beers.
实际上我就是追求这种… What I'm after... I'm pursuing that kind of...
我这种感觉完全就是… The feeling I want is totally...
你知道吧？ You get it, right?
我这其实也没什么别的… It doesn't look special now...
知道了 In a minute!
知道勒 I know.
来来来…喝点 边喝边聊 Cheers...
你看 这个… There.
老板海阔天空跟我聊了半天 He chatted with me for hours
我才明白 and I realized that
是要我替他的特色酒吧 He wanted me
拍几个美人鱼的镜头 to shoot his mermaid show...
他可以去招揽生意 ...to help bring in customers.
我不信有什么美人鱼 I don't believe in mermaids...
可是后来我在开心馆看见了 ...but then I saw her...
她叫美美 Her name was Meimei.
她就是美人鱼 She's the mermaid.
她在水里的样子让我着迷 I fell in love the first time I saw her in the water.
她留下了她的呼机号码 She gave me her pager number...
开玩笑说 ...joking
如果想她了可以给她打电话 I could call her if I miss her.
后来我真的给她打电话 I did call her...
约她出来玩 ...and we started going out.
喂？呼两次26089 Page 26089 twice please.
留言 速来黄河路 Tell her to come to Huang He Road as soon as possible.
对 Yes.
我对美美一无所知 I didn't know anything about Meimei's past.
她从来不说 我也不问 She didn't say, and I never asked.
只是喜欢这么看她、拍她 I just liked to look at her, and video her.
她也不在意 She didn't mind.
没过多久 我们几乎整天泡在一起 And soon we were spending all of our time together.
不过美美有时候会莫名其妙地伤心 But sometimes she'd suddenly get sad.
我不知道是为什么 I had no idea why.
更让我不明白的是 Sometimes
有时候美美会突然失踪一些日子 she'd disappear for days
一连好几天没有任何的消息 without a word...
然后又突然出现在我的面前 ...and then she'd show up again...
好像什么事情都没发生过一样 ...as if nothing had happened.
这让我有点受不了 It drove me crazy.
因为每次美美离开 Every time she disappeared...
都让我担心她再也不回来了 ...I thought it'd be the last time I ever saw her.
再见 Goodbye.
每当美美关上门以后 Every time she closed the door behind her...
我感到我的生活停止了 ...I felt as if my life had stopped.
喂 Hello.
喂 呼26089 Page 26089.
留言 To tell her...
我经常会一个人到阳台上去望着窗外 I would stay on my balcony, watching the people outside my window.
等着美美回来 Waiting for Meimei to return.
每当她在桥上出现的时候 Until I would see her
我就会很开心 crossing the bridge,
我喜欢她插着双手走路的样子 I loved her way of walking with her hands crossed.
她到我这来 We'd have a drink
我们会一起在阳台上喝酒、聊天 We'd have a drink on the balcony
然后她再离开 and then she would leave.
锁门了 I have to go.
早点啊 Don't be late.
每次美美在阳台上喝多的时候 But if she had one too many,
就会问我 she'd always ask me,
如果她有一天真的走了 if she left one day...
我会不会像马达一样去找她 ...and didn't come back, would I look for her, like Mardar did?
我问马达是谁？ I asked her, who's Mardar?
她说 就是住在附近的一个疯子 She told me a story about Mardar,
每天都骑一辆旧的摩托车经过我的阳台 a motorbike courier who spent his life...
说他一直在找 他以前爱过的一个女孩 ...looking for this girl he had loved and lost.
我才不信她说的呢 She said that everyone
像这样的爱情故事到处都是 should have a love story like that.
我也能编 I could make one up too.
马达是个送货的 The motorcycle courier. Mardar.
他所做的事情就是把货从城市的一头 He made a little money
送到另一头 然后赚一些钱 making deliveries in Shanghai.
他可能经常经过我的阳台去送货 Maybe he rode past my window on his way home...
然后每天回家 ...to watch his favourite pirate videos,
整夜整夜地看他喜欢的盗版VCD which is what he did...
经常看到早晨 ...all night.
这就是他的生活 That's his life.
那他以前是干什么的呢？ What else?
让我想想 Let me think.
他看上去二十六、七岁的样子 He's about 26 or 27.
他以前 His past...
也许 Could be...
马达以前从学校退学以后 Mardar dropped out of school
整天没事就在苏州河边闲逛 and started hanging around the river...
结交了一些莫名其妙的朋友 ...with other people without anything to do.
一次 一个朋友骑来一辆 One day a friend drives up on
偷来的摩托车 a stolen motorcycle.
这车真不错 She runs great.
哈雷机车 Harley.
最高时速一百六 Max speed 160.
稍稍给点油门 Pretty fast.
飞一样的出去 Soft accelerator. Like a dream.
我能上去试试吗？ Can I try it?
你小心点 Be careful.
小心啊 Be careful.
慢点 慢点 Slowly! Be careful!
鬆油门 Ease up on the clutch!
马达太喜欢这辆摩托车了 Mardar loves it so much...
他决定把它买下来 ...he buys it.
他以为会骑着这辆摩托车到很远的地方 He thought he would go far on it...
做出一番事业、出人头地、衣锦还乡 ...make something of himself.
可到了 He never thought...
他却成了一个送货的 ...he'd end up a motorcycle courier.
上海送货的小伙子太多了 Shanghai is swarming with so many delivery boys
你根本记不住 that you hardly notice them.
可是马达却与众不同 But Mardar stood out.
长得挺招女孩子喜欢的 Girls liked him because he was good looking.
还有最重要的是他守口如瓶 His clients liked him because he kept his mouth shut.
马达老去一家酒吧 Mardar used to go to a bar
在那跟一个叫萧红和老B的人碰头 to meet XiaHo...
他们经常给马达介绍生意 ...who gave him a lot of business.
嗨 马达 来啦 Hi, Mardar.
还是要那个 好莱坞？ The usual?
怎么样？最近忙吗？ How's it going? Busy?
还那样 Same as ever.
是吗？ Really?
她就是萧红 That's XiaHo, there.
这回的生意不是送货 This time the job was different.
而是送一个女孩子 This time the delivery was a girl,
她叫牡丹 Moudan.
我看见她了 I think I saw her.
是不是梳了辫子？ Is her hair braided?
背了一背包？ Carrying a backpack?
对 她现在正往前走呢 She's walking
她已经到了南苏州路了 towards the Suzhou Road.
怎么了？ What's wrong?
你让我在哪坐？ Where do you want me to sit?
那你坐前面？ How about sitting in front of me?
我要坐后座 I'd prefer to sit here.
你把衣服拉起来 Close your jacket.
你这样不行的 Not like that.
坐好吧 Swing your leg over.
扶好 Hold on tight.
牡丹的父亲是个酒商 Moudan's father was a wellknown dealer...
靠他从东欧走私进口的 ...who made a fortune dealing in buffalo grass vodka from Eastern Europe.
一大批带野牛草的Vodka发了大财
在他离婚之后 只喜欢两样东西 After his divorce, there were only two things he loved:
酒和女人 alcohol and women.
每次约来一个女友 Every time he brought home a new girlfriend,
他就会打电话招来马达 he'd call Mardar...
让他把牡丹送到她姑姑家去 ...to take Moudan to her aunt's, to get her out of the way.
你看什么呢？ What are you looking at?
看你呢 Watching you.
我有什么好看的？ Why watching me?
看看都不行啊？ Can't I watch you?
你平时开车就这么慢吗？ You always drive your bike so slowly?
怎么啦？ 没劲 Anything wrong with that? It's boring.
怎么没劲了？ 就是没劲 Why? It's just boring.
开摩托车就要有开摩托车的样子 你开得太慢 When you ride a bike you should do it for real.
开摩托车应该是什么样子？ How should I drive it?
史瓦辛格啊 没有史瓦辛格也得像麦特狄伦 Like Schwarzenegger. Or at least Matt Dillon.
我不像吗？ 差远了 I don't drive like him? Not at all.
我是怕我开快了 我是怕我开快了你受不了 I don't think you'd be able to take it if I drove fast.
你才受不了吧 It's you who can't take it.
那我们试试 试试就试试 OK, let's do it. Why not?
走吧 Let's go.
姑姑 Aunt!
牡丹 Moudan.
他给你钱了吗？ 嗯 Did you get paid? Yes.
那谢谢你了啊 Thank you.
几次下来 马达和牡丹也就熟了 而且很对眼 But Mardar and Moudan found they liked each other.
牡丹喜欢兜风 Moudan loved riding on Mardar's motorbike...
总是想出各种方法让马达绕远路 ...and always got him to take detours
以便有更多的时间和马达在一起 so she could stay with him longer.
后来有一天 Then, one day...
那天是牡丹的生日 It was her birthday.
她的那个美人鱼玩具是马达送给她的生日礼物 Mardar gave her a mermaid doll.
马达带她玩了一整天 They spent the whole day together...
喝着牡丹从父亲那里偷来的Vodka酒 ...and got drunk on a bottle of vodka.
两个人都醉了 She stole it from her father.
马达从来没有见过一个女孩子 Mardar had never seen a girl
像她这样高兴过 as happy as Moudan that day.
谢谢 谢谢 Thanks. Thank you.
两个以前从来不相识的人坐在了一起 A boy and a girl who hardly know each other sit next to each other.
然后呢？ What happens next?
然后 Well...
当然是爱情 Love, of course.
你往哪开？我现在还不想回家 Where are we going? I don't want to go home yet.
你想去哪儿？ 什么？ Where do you want to go? What?
你想去哪儿？ 我不知道 Where do you want to go? I don't know.
去看电影？ The movies?
我不去 No.
去酒吧？ The bar?
不去 No!
那你想去哪儿？ Where do you want to go?
我要去你家 To your place.
我要去你家 你听见了吗？ I want to go to your place! Did you hear me?
你总是出现 But you always appear
在雨中的夜晚 In the rainy nights
没有星星 There are no stars
也没有灯 There is no light
可我眼前总是不断浮现你的脸 But your face always appears in my dreams
总是盼望你出现 I wish you would be here
可你就像风一样 You're always like the wind
吹过我身边 Blowing by.
也许故事并不是想像中的那么浪漫 But the story is not so simple.
也许故事的背后 还有别的事情发生 There's more to it.
也许马达不单是一个送货的 Maybe Mardar's not simply a courier.
也许那个叫萧红的女人 What if XiaHo has some criminal connections?
也与码头黑道上的人有关係
可能马达和萧红有过一段 但很快就分手了 And what if she and Mardar had been lovers?
你干得不错啊 马达 You did well, Mardar.
我担心的是 事成之后怎么样 Right, so what do you want next.
我是什么样的人你们最清楚了 Trust me.
所有的事情 必须事先都说清楚 Why should I trust you?
你到底打算怎么干嘛 不然的话就不干了 Play with open cards. No secrets.
你们信不过我 我还信不过你们呢 You don't trust me? Then I don't trust you.
早知今日何必当初呢 Forget it.
我的意思是说 What I actually mean is...
你不能和我跟马达白干一场 Mardar and I want out share.
我没说让你们白干了 Did I say anything else?
从那天晚上以后 马达不再去看牡丹 After that night, Mardar avoided Moudan.
也不再接她的电话 He didn't answer her calls. He wouldn't see her.
后来 在一个下着大雨的晚上 Until one rainy night...
我喝多你才让我留下来 You only let me stay when I'm drunk.
你是喜欢我的对不对？ You like me, don't you?
你不理我是因为你喜欢我 That's why you don't want to see me.
这么长时间 你到底干什么啊？ What is your problem? What's taking you so long?
我没接吻 你没接吻 I haven't had the right chance. The right chance?
我看你是不是喜欢她啊？ 你少来这样 You love her, don't you? Don't be ridiculous!
那你干嘛不动手？ Ridiculous? Just do it.
吵什么呢？ What are you quarrelling about?
进来说 Come in.
你出去 You. Barber. Out of here.
下星期三 Here's the plan.
牡丹她爸会带一个新的女友回家里 Her father's got a new girl on Wednesday.
他一定会让你带牡丹走 He'll send Moudan to her aunt's, as usual.
你就把她带到光复路那儿去 Take her to the building in the KuanFu Road.
剩下的事情 就是你跟她待上十几个小时 Keep her there.
然后等我跟萧红 拿到钱以后我就给你电话 Wait for my call. That's it.
然后呢 就随你的便了 After that, you can do whatever you like.
衝你现在和那女孩的关係 I know you're involved with this girl.
这事儿要不难吧 Maybe we shouldn't trust you.
我要是说我现在不干了 And what if I don't want to do it now?
你啊 少说废话 Don't push your luck.
那个小姑娘 满漂亮满可爱的 The girl is rather pretty, isn't she?
你是不是挺喜欢她呢？ You do like her, don't you?
怎么啦？ What's wrong with you?
没什么 Nothing.
一个傍晚 马达骗牡丹喝了不少的酒 One evening he got her drunk...
然后再把她带到了光复路 ...and took her to the KuanFu Road.
去哪儿啊？ Where are we going?
来这干嘛？ What is this place?
坐上 Sit down.
我们为什么不去你家？ Let's go to your place.
不如今天什么都不干只是坐着 We're not going anywhere.
坐着 Sit down!
你可以给你女儿打电话 不许报警 You can speak to her, but if you call the police she's dead.
把钱放到我说的那个地方 Just leave the money as I told you...
喂 Yes
等会儿 Hold on.
你不是会唱歌吗？唱两句给他听听 You're good at singing, right? Sing something for him.
唱啊 Sing.
快点唱 Hurry up!
我的眼前总是不断浮现你… But your face always appears in my dreams…
爸 Dad!
你答应他们 她就可以回家了 Do as you're told and nothing will happen to her.
有钱了 We're rich!
你让我爸出多少钱换我？ 你说什么？ How much did you get for me? What?
你让我爸出多少钱换我？ 四十五万 How much did you get for me? 45 thousand.
四十五万 我真便宜 45 thousand. I'm that cheap?
你说什么？ What?
我真便宜 I'm that cheap!
去哪儿？ Where are you going?
你别管我 Leave me alone!
去哪儿？ Where are you going?
你别管我 Leave me alone!
你去哪儿？ Come back!
你走开 Leave me alone!
你疯了？你要干嘛？ Are you crazy? Come back.
你一直在骗我 你根本就不喜欢我 You lied. You don't like me at all.
你别过来 再过来我就跳下去了 Don't move or I'll jump!
你也会上当受骗啊？ So you can be baited too!
你以为我要跳下去吗？ Do you think I'll jump or not?
我要是跳下去了 I will come back as a mermaid,
我会变成一条美人鱼来找你的 and I will find you again!
记得我是在厕所旧报纸上 I remember reading an article about it
看到的这则关于美人鱼的新闻的 in the paper.
好像连着好几个星期 The papers were full of the mermaid story for weeks.
报纸上满篇都是这个故事
那一阵子 For a while,
上海每一个苏州河上的船工 every boatman in Shanghai
都声称自己看见过牡丹 claimed to have seen Moudan...
看见过美人鱼 ...or the Mermaid.
从那以后 马达在监狱中度过了几年 Mardar went to jail for a few years.
出狱以后就失踪了 When he got out...
有人说他到过很多的地方 ...he disappeared for a while...
在许多的城市里流浪 ...wandering from city to city.
很久很久以后 马达回来了 Finally he came back to Shanghai.
没有人知道在这段时间里 No one knew what had happened to him.
马达经历了什么样的情感 People just thought...
只知道他疯了 ...that he had gone crazy
一直在想念牡丹 because he couldn't forget about Moudan.
马达从新干起了送货的行档 He started as a courier again...
从早到晚 在城市里奔波着 ...criss crossing the city from morning to night...
为的是能够寻找牡丹 ...just so he could keep looking for Moudan.
他打听过所有认识牡丹的人 He asked everyone he met...
可是 没有任何她的消息 ...but no one knew what had happened to her.
你是新来的吗？ 对 You're new here. Yes.
以前的老板你认识吗？ Did you know Xia Ho? She used to own the place.
我来的时候听说她就已经死了 No. I heard she was dead.
为什么？ How?
好像是为了钱的事吧 They say some guy called Lao B killed her. Over money.
给一个叫老B的同伙给杀了
那个老B你认识吗？ 我不认识 Do you know Lao B? No
你认识啊？ 不认识 You? No.
那个老B后来也死了 He's dead too.
警察追他的时候 The police were chasing him
就从这上楼里跳下来给摔死了 and he jumped off the roof.
他也死了？ 对 He's dead too? Yes.
然后呢？他会怎么做 And then? That's the end, I suppose.
我也不知道该怎么继续下去 Not much of a love story...
也许这个故事就应该在这里结束了 ...but I don't know how to go on with it.
不过 Unless
也许 马达可以自己继续这个故事 ...Mardar can finish telling his story himself.
摄像服务 BP机：64576688呼1998 "Video Service pager: 64576688 call 1998"
喂？ Yeah?
行行 好 我马上到 OK, I'll be there in a minute.
我知道啊 那事我可以 I know. No problem.
对不起啊 Sorry.
对不起 Sorry...
看什么看？有什么可看的？ What are you looking at? Something funny?
你等会儿…你等会儿我给你买杯啤酒 Wait a minute. I'll buy you another beer!
世纪开心馆 Happy Tavern
水冷吗今天？ It's a pretty wild crowd.
更衣室 Locker Room
挺冷的 Be careful.
我回家啦 掰掰 Bye. Bye.
先生 Mr.
要不要喝杯酒？ Drink?
不要 谢谢 No, thank you.
你找谁啊？ 就找你 What do you want? You.
可我不认识你啊 Who the hell are you?
我是马达 你不记得了吗？ Mardar. Don't you remember me?
我不记得了 你怎么了？ Sorry, I don't. What happened to you?
行了 下次少喝点 OK, that's enough.
美美 马上来了 Meimei. Coming.
像你这样的我见多了 少来 I've had enough of creeps like you. Piss off.
看什么看啊！看什么看啊你！ On your way! Get going!
走！ Get going!
走啊！ Get going!
看什么啊你！ On your way!
你搞错了 我不干那事 You've made a mistake. I don't do 'extras'.
我什么都不想干 I don't want anything.
那你跟着我干什么？ Why are you following me?
你再不走的话 我喊人了 Get lost or I'll call the police!
你怎么了？ But what happened to you?
什么怎么了？ What do you mean?
我出来以后一直在找你 I've been looking for you ever since I got out of jail.
你找我干嘛？ So what do you want?
你看我没事儿我很清醒 我没病 我也没喝酒 Don't worry. I'm not dangerous. I'm not drunk.
那你现在想喝吗？ So you want a drink now?
你现在想喝是不是？ 不 我不喝 Do you? No, I don't.
想让我陪你喝？行 Shall I drink with you? No problem.
还想喝吗？ Your turn.
我不想喝酒 我跟你说了我只是想跟你说 I don't want a drink! I just want to ask you...
我只是想说我们两个以前认识 Listen, we knew each other before.
就在那个旁边那个铁桥上 We were on the bridge...
那个时候我没有骗你 I didn't lie to you.
我到现在为止也没骗你 I'm not lying now.
你那个时候叫牡丹 You were Moudan...
你等等 Wait.
我没想得罪你 你认错人了 Sorry to disappoint you. But you're wrong.
来 美美 你怎么了？ Something is wrong with you. What's the matter?
我晚上有一场演出 要不然别去了 Nothing. I just have a show tonight. You don't have to go.
不行 No
真的不能 真的要去啊 I can't. Please.
行 好 Alright. Fine.
那走了啊 I have to go.
再见 Bye.
那天晚上 That night, Meimei led Mardar to me.
你从哪来？
马达跟着美美见到了我 你找我有什么事吗？
他对我说 美美就是他一直找的牡丹 He told me that Meimei was Moudan, the girl he had been looking for.
几年前我认识一个女孩儿 A few years ago I knew a girl.
她跟美美长得一模一样 She looked exactly like Meimei.
这是真的 It's true.
她叫牡丹 Her name was Moudan.
后来她从苏州河的一个桥上跳下去了 She jumped from a bridge...
一直都没回来 ...into the river...
我一直在找她 找了很长时间 ...and never came back.
很多地方 They never found her body.
那天我送蛋糕的时候看见你和美美在一块儿 I'm telling you this because she looked exactly like Meimei.
我觉得她就是牡丹 Exactly the same.
所以我想了解一下关于她的情况 Impossible.
你不觉得你认错人了吗？ You're wrong.
你刚才说的那些事情已经过去很久了 I've known Meimei for a long time.
你就那么肯定 美美是你要找的那个女孩？ She's my girlfriend.
她是我的女朋友 Meimei is my girl.
她不是你要找的那个牡丹 She is not Moudan.
那好吧 我先走了 OK. I'll leave.
老板告诉我 The boss told me
一个叫马达的人经常去看美美的美人鱼表演 that Mardar kept going to see Meimei at the bar.
也经常去她的更衣室坐坐 He went to her dressing room after the show...
与美美聊天 ...and told her all...
跟她讲 他和牡丹的故事 ...about Moudan and himself.
每一个细节 Every detail.
还说牡丹喜欢在身上贴牡丹花的图案 How Moudan liked to wear presson tattoos of flowers on her leg...
喜欢用天蓝色的指甲油 ...how she liked to paint her fingernails blue.
我第一次见她是在她们家的门口 I picked her up at her door.
我去接她 That is the first We met.
每天晚上 Second time we met.
然后第二次见到她 相同的故事
然后她就拿出了酒和美人鱼 And she took out a bottle of Vodka and a mermaid.
后来绑架她 I took her to a derelict building.
就带她去了一个… It had huge holes in the floor...
特别破的一个楼房 ...and no toilet.
我们一块待了一夜 She was scared, I think.
第二天早上 把她放了的时候 The next day, when I was about to set her free...
然后 她问她值多少钱 ...she asked me how much we got for her.
然后 我说是四十五万 I told her 45 thousand.
她说她真便宜 然后就跑 我也追她 She ran off, shouting that she was worth more than that.
追到一个桥上面 然后她就 I jumped into the river after her but couldn't find her.
她就跳下去了 They never found her.
你的牡丹 她长得什么样？ What did she look like?
两支小辫子 Like you.
红白格子运动服、黑型鞋、黑裤子 But she always wore her hair in two ponytails...
黑的背包 ...like a little girl.
还有呢？ And? What else?
还有就是 她左腿上 And she had a presson tattoo...
左腿上有一朵牡丹花的图案 ...on her left leg.
你怎么了？ So?
像那样的牡丹花 满街都有卖的 They sell those everywhere. Lots of girls have them.
你有吗？ 我没有 我又不是你的牡丹 Do you have one on your leg? No. I'm not your Moudan.
如果我告诉你 我也有呢？ Even if I do have one...
我不信 你不信？ I don't believe you. You don't?
想看看吗？ You want to see for yourself?
我是你要找的牡丹吗？ Am I the girl you are looking for?
你怎么了？ What's wrong? Tell me what's wrong.
出什么事了？ Has something happened?
你说话啊 Say something. Is it over?
我们终于有麻烦了？ Are we finished?
行 Alright.
我们是现在分手呢？还是等做爱以后？ Or should we have sex first?
等我 Wait, please.
放手 Don't touch me.
爱是不夜城 回忆像星辰 Love is a nightless city, memories are stars
热泪越沸腾 我越感觉有点冷 Tears are warm, feelings are cold
变了心的人 He lost his heart to another girl
越想越伤人 It hurts
枯坐到清晨 Whole nights alone
阳光替房间开了灯 The sun like a light in my room...
想 若结局一样 If the ending is the same
又何苦再想 why bother to think again
伤 若让人成长 If wounds let people grow
我为什么怕分手的伤 Why am I afraid of breaking up
解脱 是肯承认这是个错 Relief is admitting that it was a mistake
我不应该还不放手 I should let it go
你有自由走 我有自由好好过 You have the freedom to go and I have the freedom to live well
快点快点 我们快迟到了 Come on! We are running late!
解脱 是懂擦干泪看以后 Relief is to dry the tears and moving on
找个新方向往前走 Find a new direction
这世界辽阔 我总会实现一个梦 The world is wide and I would someday realize a dream.
来给我一杯啤酒 Beer, please.
想 和结局一样 If the end is the same
又何苦再想 why bother to think again
伤 若让人成长 If wounds let people grow
我为什么怕分手的伤 Why am I afraid of letting go
解脱 是肯承认这是个错 Relief is admitting the old mistake
我不应该还不放手 I should let it go
你有自由走 我有自由好好过 You have the freedom to go and I have the freedom to live well
心里有一种渴望勇敢的念头 A crave for bravery sprouting in my mind
不要爱我的人再担心我 Worry no more, those who love me
解脱 是肯承认这是个错 Relief is admitting that it was a mistake
我不应该还不放手 I should let it go
不放手 let it go
我有自由好好过 I have the freedom to live well
干嘛呢？ What are you doing?
打！ Hit him!
你们干嘛！ What are you doing?
别再打他了！别再打了！ You're killing him!
几天以后 马达突然来找我 A few days later, Mardar came to see me again.
他跟我聊了许多 He ranted for a long time.
他说 他知道是我让老板去教训他的 He knew it was me who had him beaten up...
他不怪我 ...but he wasn't angry.
他说如果我能让他继续去找牡丹 If I would let him go on looking for Moudan...
他就可以把美美还给我 ...he would give Meimei back to me.
我真的不明白这一切到底是怎么发生的 What was he talking about? The bastard messed up my life...
这个混蛋闯进了我的家 抽我的菸 ...but still had the nerve to smoke my cigarettes...
喝我的酒 ...drink my vodka...
把我的生活弄的一团糟 ...and keep me up all night
还口口声声跟我谈了什么爱情 with his nonsense about love.
我会离开一段时间 I'm going to go away for a while.
你相信吗？牡丹还活着 Do you think Moudan is still alive?
我能够感觉到她会 I feel she is still alive,
活在这个城市的某一个地方 somewhere in the city.
我要去找她 I need to keep looking for her.
美美跟你怎么样？ But what about Meimei and you?
我老听见美美说起你 Meimei told me a lot about her feelings.
我知道美美可能不爱别人 She loves nobody but you.
她根本不爱别人 She loves nobody but you.
她只爱你 Although...
虽然她不说 她不说给你听 ...she didn't tell me directly that she loves you.
但是我知道 美美她只有爱你一个人 But I know Meimei's feelings.
第二天上午 开心馆被查封了 The next day the Happy Tavern was closed down.
突然好像一切根本没有发生过一样 And suddenly it was as if none of this had ever happened.
从来没有开心馆 没有老板 No Happy Tavern, no boss...
没有美美 ...no Meimei...
没有马达 ...no Mardar.
许多天以后 Some time later,
一个送货的交给我一个奇怪的包裹 a courier delivered a strange package.
里面有一张纸条 Inside was a bottle of buffalo grass vodka
和瓶带野牛草的Vodka and a note from Mardar.
马达在纸条上写着： It said:
谢谢你 让我找到了她 'Thank you. You let me find her.'
现在我可以告诉你故事的结尾了 'Now I can tell you the end of the story.'
我是在一个离城很远的 'I found her in a 24 hour shop out in the suburbs.'
偏僻的二十四小时便利店找到她的
因为听说那里有一种特殊的走私酒 'I had heard they sold buffalo grass vodka.'
就是那酒 让我找到了牡丹 'The vodka found Moudan for me.'
欢迎光临 Can I help you?
请问有没有带野牛草的Vodka Do you have wild buffalo grass vodka?
有 一百七十五 Yes, we have. That's 175.
马达 Mardar...
送我回家吧 Take me home.
敲门声打断了我 The knocking on the door brought me out of my daydream.
外面不知道什么时候下起了大雨 我去开门 I didn't know when it had started raining again.
你就是李齐贤吗？ 对啊 Can you come with us please, sir. Yes.
跟我们走一趟 It was the police.
他们要我去认一个人的尸体 They wanted me to identify a body.
出事的地方离牡丹跳河的那座桥不远 It happened not far from the bridge where Moudan had jumped.
你好 Sir
他们告诉我男的是个送货的 They told me that the guy was a courier
女的是家二十四小时店的售货员 and the girl worked in a 24 hour shop.
就在前面 over there
他们是因为喝了一种 They were drunk on buffalo grass vodka.
东欧走私进口的烈酒才出的事故
让一让 让一让 keep out of the way
我有点害怕 I was scared
让一让 让一让 keep out of the way
怕看见下面的尸体 to see the bodies
你看看下面这个人 你认识吗？ Recognise this guy?
那是马达 but it was Mardar.
从他身上找到了我的地址和电话 They found my address and telephone number on him.
在他身边还躺了另一个女孩子 Next to him was a girl
她太像美美了 who looked exactly the same Meimei.
我不相信这一切是真的 I couldn't believe it wasn't her...
我要去见美美 I needed to see her...
我在船上见到了美美 I saw Meimei on her houseboat.
她好像对已经发生的事情一无所知 She knew nothing. I told her what had happened.
我把码头上的事情告诉了她 She was shocked but insisted on seeing for herself.
你知道码头上出事了吗？马达死了 There's been an accident. Mardar is dead.
让我过去 Let go off me.
我一直以为他在骗我 I thought it was just a story.
我一直以为没有牡丹这个人 I didn't think Moudan really existed.
到今天我才知道他说的都是真的 I thought he was lying. I thought it was me he wanted.
他没有骗我 But he wasn't lying...
从来没骗过我 He never lied.
从来都没骗过 Never...
如果有一天我走了 If I left you...
你会像马达那样找我吗？ ...would you look for me? Like Mardar?
会啊 Yes.
会一直找吗？ Forever?
会啊 Yes.
会一直找到死吗？ Your whole life?
会 Yes.
你撒谎 You're lying.
像这样的事情 Things like that...
只有爱情故事里才会有 ...only happen in love stories.
你不信？ You don't believe me?
不信 No, I don't.
真的？ Do you mean it?
那个雨天 在美美的船上 On that rainy day on Meimei's houseboat...
我们又像以前一样在一起 ...we were together again. Like old times.
整整一夜 我一直在看以前拍的美美 I sat up all night watching old videos I had shot of her.
第二天一早 我去找美美 In the morning, I went back to see her.
好久以来 There was so much...
我一直憋着很多的话想告诉她 ...I wanted to say to her.
现在 我想告诉她一切 But I was too late.
可是 她已经走了 She was gone.
来找我吧 "Find me if you love me"
我从来没有喝过这么好喝的酒 It was the best damn drink I'd ever had.
这酒让我想起和美美在一起的日子 It reminded me of the days I had with Meimei.
如果美美没有走 If she hadn't run away,
也许我们现在会像以前一样在一起喝酒 maybe we'd be drinking together now, like we used to.
一起在苏州河上飘荡 一直漂向大海 Floating down the Suzhou River to the sea.
也许太阳会出来 The sun would come out...
河水会变得很清澈 ...and the river would be clear and full of fish.
我没有撒谎 你会看见 I could run after her, look for her like Mardar.
可我不再回去找美美 I could go back to my balcony...
因为我知道一切不会永远 ...and wait for her to appear on the bridge, walking with her hands crossed...
我想只要我能够回到阳台上去 ...and then this love story of mine might go on.
我的这个爱情故事就可能会一直继续下去 But I won't because nothing lasts forever.
可是我宁愿一个人闭上眼睛 So I'll just take another drink and close my eyes...
等待下一次的爱情 ...waiting for the next story to start.